Public Speaking...in my blog???

Oh dang it....SPM is near...and there's a lot to study...what to do what to do?

well life seems....urm a bit out of target but still...life must go on....this stomachache i've been having lately dosen't stop me from skipping school...well sometimes it does but still....go on..."the past is history,tomorrow is a mystery,today is a gift.That's way it is call present"

i dont know what it means either but i think it's kinda like go on and do the best

there was this guy...he knew i was in trouble...but he said to me "whatever happens,study is important"

sounds simple but to me,it meant a lot....the meaning is deep,from my point of view....to me,it sounded like this "whatever happens,keep on study.remember where you are and dont look around.look at yourself first,when u r satisfied with yourself,then u can look around.money popularity is nothing now.if u have money what can u buy?just clothes and other stuff u want...popularity only last during highschool,but when ur out,popularity means nothing...knowledge is something.hack knowledge is everything.even if u have money and u can buy everything,sooner or later u will spend all ur money and u can have anymore.not without working.ofcourse work can be found everywhere but does it suits ur lifestyle?how does 300 bucks a month sounds to u?sucks rite?well to get a better job,u should be better than everybody else.

popularity.the most important thing in every teenagers life.well not after graduation.if ur very popular amongs ur friend,they cant give u the perfect job.they only know u.thats all,no more no less.so what im trying to say here is PLAN YOUR LIFE WELL.school is almost over for me.YES im going to miss all of my friends,the moment we do silly things,or when the teacher scold me in front of the class,or when i humiliated myself....yeah friends r important.some people say "u cant have too much friends"

well i disagree....having a lot of friends is not good...some of them can distract u from ur main objectives.the first thing i thought about when i change to SBU is "how am i going to get popular?"...but i already have a question in my head...its just that from what people say,SBU is all about popularity,how people know u?as a bad person?a silly person?...well hearing people say bout that makes me wanna be popular.i want everybody to know me.but one day,my friend told me "whatever happens,study is important"...then i said to myself "im should be studying,not fooling around"

since then,i dont care anymore about what happens around me...all i know is that it dosent bother me at all so why should i give a damn...

well this is all i wanted to say...